Don't. You don't need to apologize. You saved my life.
[And he's saved her life before, of course, but he hasn't died for her, and she's grappling with it. She can't help but feel guilty, even though she knows she would have done the same for him in a heartbeat. Natasha just doesn't want to lose him for the millionth time. Sometimes, she thinks he's better than she deserves.]
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[And he's saved her life before, of course, but he hasn't died for her, and she's grappling with it. She can't help but feel guilty, even though she knows she would have done the same for him in a heartbeat. Natasha just doesn't want to lose him for the millionth time. Sometimes, she thinks he's better than she deserves.]
Thank you.